every single night

Every single night i endure the flight
Of little whims of white flame
Butterflies in my brain
These ideas of mine percolate the mind
Trickle down the spine
Form the belly swelling to a blaze

Thats where the pain comes in
Like a second skeleton
Trying to fit beneath the skin
I cant get the feelings in

Every single nights a light
With my brain

And i say to her
Why'd i say it to her
What does she think of me
That i'm not what i ought to be
That i'm what i try not to be
Has got to be somebody else's fault
I cant get caught

If what i am is what i am
Cuz i does what i does
Then brother get back cuz my breast gonna bust open
The rib is the shell and the heart is the yolk
And i just made a meal for us both to choke on

Every single nights a fight
With my brain

I just wanna feel everything

So i'm gonna try to be still now
Gonna renounce the mill a little while
And if we had a double king size bed
We could move in it and id soon forget

If what i am is what i am
Cuz i does what i does
And maybe i'd relax let my breast just bust open
My hearts made of parts of all thats around me
And thats why the devil just cant get around me

Every single nights alright
Every single nights a fight
Every single fights alright
With my brain

I just wanna feel everything

fiona apple